Charmides
I
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- He was a Grecian lad, who coming home
- With pulpy figs and wine from Sicily
- Stood at his galley’s prow, and let the foam
- Blow through his crisp brown curls unconsciously,
- And holding wind and wave in boy’s despite
- Peered from his dripping seat across the wet and
- stormy night.
-
- Till with the dawn he saw a burnished spear
- Like a thin thread of gold against the sky,
- And hoisted sail, and strained the creeking gear,
- And bade the pilot head her lustily
- Against the nor-west gale, and all day long
- Held on his way, and marked the rowers’ time with
- measured song.
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- And when the faint Corinthian hills were red
- Dropped anchor in a little sandy bay,
- And with fresh boughs of olive crowned his head,
- And brushed from cheek and throat the hoary spray,
- And washed his limbs with oil, and from the hold
- Brought out his linen tunic and his sandals
- brazen-soled.
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- And a rich robe stained with the fishes’ juice
- Which of some swarthy trader he had bought
- Upon the sunny quay at Syracuse,
- And was with Tyrian broideries inwrought,
- And by the questioning merchants made his way
- Up through the soft and silver woods, and when the
- laboring day
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- Had spun its tangled web of crimson cloud,
- Clomb the high hill, and with swift silent feet
- Crept to the fane unnoticed by the crowd
- Of busy priests, and from some dark retreat
- Watched the young swains his frolic playmates bring
- The firstling of their little flock, and the shy
- shepherd fling
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- The crackling salt upon the flame, or hang
- His studded crook against the temple wall
- To Her who keeps away the ravenous fang
- Of the base wolf from homestead and from stall;
- And then the clear-voiced maidens ’gan to sing,
- And to the altar each man brought some goodly
- offering,
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- A beechen cup brimming with milky foam,
- A fair cloth wrought with cunning imagery
- Of hounds in chase, a waxen honeycomb
- Dripping with oozy gold which scarce the bee
- Had ceased from building, a black skin of oil
- Meet for the wrestlers, a great boar the fierce
- and white-tusked spoil
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- Stolen from Artemis that jealous maid
- To please Athena, and the dappled hide
- Of a tall stag who in some mountain glade
- Had met the shaft; and then the herald cried,
- And from the pillared precinct one by one
- Went the glad Greeks well pleased that they their
- simple vows had done.
-
- And the old priest put out the waning fires
- Save that one lamp whose restless ruby glowed
- For ever in the cell, and the shrill lyres
- Came fainter on the wind, as down the road
- In joyous dance these country folk did pass,
- And with stout hands the warder closed the gates
- of polished brass.
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- Long time he lay and hardly dared to breathe,
- And heard the cadenced drip of spilt-out wine,
- And the rose-petals falling from the wreath
- As the night breezes wandered through the shrine,
- And seemed to be in some entranced swoon
- Till through the open roof above the full and
- brimming moon
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- Flooded with sheeny waves the marble floor,
- When from his nook upleapt the venturous lad,
- And flinging wide the cedar-carven door
- Beheld an awful image saffron-clad
- And armed for battle! the gaunt Griffin glared
- From the huge helm, and the long lance of wreck and
- ruin flared
-
- Like a red rod of flame, stony and steeled
- The Gorgon’s head its leaden eyeballs rolled,
- And writhed its snaky horrors through the shield,
- And gaped aghast with bloodless lips and cold
- In passion impotent, while with blind gaze
- The blinking owl between the feet hooted in shrill
- amaze.
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- The lonely fisher as he trimmed his lamp
- Far out at sea off Sunium, or cast
- The net for tunnies, heard a brazen tramp
- Of horses smite the waves, and a wild blast
- Divide the folded curtains of the night,
- And knelt upon the little poop, and prayed in
- holy fright.
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- And guilty lovers in their venery
- Forgat a little while their stolen sweets,
- Deeming they heard dread Dian’s bitter cry;
- And the grim watchmen on their lofty seats
- Ran to their shields in haste precipitate,
- Or strained black-bearded throats across the
- dusky parapet.
-
- For round the temple rolled the clang of arms,
- And the twelve Gods leapt up in marble fear,
- And the air quaked with dissonant alarums
- Till huge Poseidon shook his mighty spear,
- And on the frieze the prancing horses neighed,
- And the low tread of hurrying feet rang from the
- cavalcade.
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- Ready for death with parted lips he stood,
- And well content at such a price to see
- That calm wide brow, that terrible maidenhood.
- The marvel of that pitiless chastity,
- Ah! well content indeed, for never wight
- Since Troy’s young shepherd prince had seen so
- wonderful a sight.
-
- Ready for death he stood, but lo! the air
- Grew silent, and the horses ceased to neigh,
- And off his brow he tossed the clustering hair,
- And from his limbs he threw the cloak away,
- For whom would not such love make desperate,
- And nigher came, and touched her throat, and with
- hands violate
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- Undid the cuirass, and the crocus gown,
- And bared the breasts of polished ivory,
- Till from the waist the peplos falling down
- Left visible the secret mystery
- Which no lover will Athena show,
- The grand cool flanks, the crescent thighs, the
- bossy hills of snow.
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- Those who have never known a lover’s sin
- Let them not read my ditty, it will be
- To their dull ears so musicless and thin
- That they will have no joy of it, but ye
- To whose wan cheeks now creeps the lingering smile,
- Ye who have learned who Eros is,-
- O listen yet a-while.
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- A little space he let his greedy eyes
- Rest on the burnished image, till mere sight
- Half swooned for surfeit of such luxuries,
- And then his lips in hungering delight
- Fed on her lips, and round the towered neck
- He flung his arms, nor cared at all his passion’s
- will to check.
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- Never I ween did lover hold such tryst,
- For all night long he murmured honeyed word,
- And saw her sweet unravished limbs, and kissed
- Her pale and argent body undisturbed,
- And paddled with the polished throat, and pressed
- His hot and beating heart upon her chill and icy breast.
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- It was as if Numidian javelins
- Pierced through and through his wild and whirling brain,
- And his nerves thrilled like throbbing violins
- In exquisite pulsation, and the pain
- Was such sweet anguish that he never drew
- His lips from hers till overhead the lark of warning flew.
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- They who have never seen the daylight peer
- Into a darkened room, and drawn the curtain,
- And with dull eyes and wearied from some dear
- And worshipped body risen, they for certain
- Will never know of what I try to sing,
- How long the last kiss was, how fond and late his
- lingering.
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- The moon was girdled with a crystal rim,
- The sign which shipmen say is ominous
- Of wrath in heaven, the wan stars were dim
- And the low lightening cast was tremulous
- With the faint fluttering wings of flying dawn,
- Ere from the silent sombre shrine this lover had
- withdrawn.
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- Down the steep rock with hurried feet and fast
- Clomb the brave lad, and reached the cave of Pan,
- And heard the goat-foot snoring as he passed,
- And leapt upon a grassy knoll and ran
- Like a young fawn unto an olive wood
- Which in a shady valley by the well-built city stood.
-
- And sought a little stream, which well he knew,
- For oftentimes with boyish careless shout
- The green and crested grebe he would pursue,
- Or snare in woven net the silver trout,
- And down amid the startled reeds he lay
- Panting in breathless sweet affright, and waited
- for the day.
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- On the green bank he lay, and let one hand
- Dip in the cool dark eddies listlessly,
- And soon the breath of morning came and fanned
- His hot flushed cheeks, or lifted wantonly
- The tangled curls from off his forehead, while
- He on the running water gazed with strange and
- secret smile.
-
- And soon the shepherd in rough woollen cloak
- With his long crook undid the wattled cotes,
- And from the stack a thin blue wreath of smoke
- Curled through the air across the ripening oats,
- And on the hill the yellow house-dog bayed
- As through the crisp and rustling fern the heavy
- cattle strayed.
-
- And when the light-foot mower went a-field
- Across the meadows laced with threaded dew,
- And the sheep bleated on the misty weald,
- And from its nest the wakening corn-crake flew,
- Some woodmen saw him lying by the stream
- And marvelled much that any lad so beautiful could seem,
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- Nor deemed him born of mortals, and one said,
- “It is young Hylas, that false runaway
- Who with a Naiad now would make his bed
- Forgetting Herakles,” but others, “Nay,
- It is Narcissus, his own paramour,
- Those are the fond and crimson lips no woman
- can allure.”
-
- And when they nearer cane a third one cried,
- “It is young Dionysos who has hid
- His spear and fawnskin by the river side
- Weary of hunting with the Bassarid,
- And wise indeed were we away to fly,
- They live not long who on the gods immortal
- come to spy.”
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- So turned they back, and feared to look behind,
- And told the timid swain how they had seen
- Amid the reeds some woodland God reclined,
- And no man dared to cross the open green,
- And on that day no olive-tree was slain,
- Nor rushes cut, but all deserted was the fair domain.
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- Save when the neat-herd’s lad, his empty pail
- Well slung upon his back, with leap and bound
- Raced on the other side, and stopped to hail
- Hoping that he some comrade new had found,
- And gat no answer, and then half afraid
- Passed on his simple way, or down the still and
- silent glade.
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- A little girl ran laughing from the farm
- Not thinking of love’s secret mysteries,
- And when she saw the white and gleaming arm
- And all his manlihood, with longing eyes
- Whose passion mocked her sweet virginity
- Watched him a-while, and then stole back sadly
- and wearily.
-
- Far off he heard the city’s hum and noise,
- And now and then the shriller laughter where
- The passionate purity of brown-limbed boys
- Wrestled or raced in the clear healthful air,
- And now and then a little tinkling bell
- As the shorn wether led the sheep down to the
- mossy well.
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- Through the gray willows danced the fretful gnat,
- The grasshopper chirped idly from the tree,
- In sleek and oily coat the water-rat
- Breasting the little ripples manfully
- Made for the wild-duck’s nest, from bough to bough
- Hopped the shy finch, and the huge tortoise crept
- across the slough.
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- On the faint wind floated the silky seeds,
- As the bright scythe swept through the waving grass,
- The ousel-cock splashed circles in the reeds
- And flecked with silver whorls the forest’s glass,
- Which scarce had caught again its imagery
- Ere from its bed the dusky tench leapt at the dragon-fly.
-
- But little care had he for anything
- Though up and down the beech the squirrel played,
- And from the copse the linnet ’gan to sing
- To her brown mate her sweetest serenade,
- Ah! little care indeed, for he had seen
- The breasts of Pallas and the naked wonder of the Queen.
-
- But when the herdsman called his straggling goats
- With whistling pipe across the rocky road,
- And the shard-beetle with its trumpet-notes
- Boomed through the darkening woods, and seemed to bode
- Of coming storm, and the belated crane
- Passed homeward like a shadow, and the dull big drops of
- rain
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- Fell on the pattering fig-leaves, up he rose,
- And from the gloomy forest went his way
- Past sombre homestead and wet orchard-close,
- And came at last unto a little quay,
- And called his mates a-board, and took his seat
- On the high poop, and pushed from land, and loosed
- the dripping sheet,
-
- And steered across the bay, and when nine suns
- Passed down the long and laddered way of gold,
- And nine pale moons had breathed their orisons
- To the chaste stars their confessors, or told
- Their dearest secret to the downy moth
- That will not fly at noonday, through the foam and
- surging froth
-
- Came a great owl with yellow sulphurous eyes
- And lit upon the ship, whose timbers creaked
- As though the lading of three argosies
- Were in the hold, and flopped its wings, and shrieked,
- And darkness straightway stole across the deep,
- Sheathed was Orion’s sword, dread Mars himself fled down
- the steep,
-
- And the moon hid behind a tawny mask
- Of drifting cloud, and from the ocean’s marge
- Rose the red plume, the huge and horned casque,
- The seven cubit spear, the brazen targe!
- And clad in bright and burnished panoply
- Athena strode across the stretch of sick and
- shivering sea!
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- To the dull sailors’ sight her loosened locks
- Seemed like the jagged storm-rack, and her feet
- Only the spume that floats on hidden rocks,
- And marking how the rising waters beat
- Against the rolling ship, the pilot cried
- To the young helmsman at the stern to luff to
- windward side.
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- But he, the over-bold adulterer,
- A dear profaner of great mysteries,
- An ardent amorous idolater,
- When he beheld those grand relentless eyes
- Laughed loud for joy, and crying out “I come”
- Leapt from the lofty poop into the chill and
- churning foam.
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- Then fell from the high heaven one bright star,
- One dancer left the circling galaxy,
- And back to Athens on her clattering car
- In all the pride of venged divinity
- Pale Pallas swept with shrill and steely clank,
- And a few gurgling bubbles rose where her boy lover sank.
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- And the mast shuddered as the gaunt owl flew,
- With mocking hoots after the wrathful Queen,
- And the old pilot bade the trembling crew
- Hoist the big sail, and told how he had seen
- Close to the stern a dim and giant form,
- And like a dripping swallow the stout ship dashed
- through the storm.
-
- And no man dared to speak of Charmides
- Deeming that he some evil thing had wrought,
- And when they reached the strait Symplegades
- They beached their galley on the shore, and sought
- The toll-gate of the city hastily,
- And in the market showed their brown and pictured pottery.
II
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- But some good Triton-god had ruth, and bare
- The boy’s drowned body back to Grecian land,
- And mermaids combed his dank and dripping hair
- And smoothed his brow, and loosed his clinching hand,
- Some brought sweet spices from far Araby,
- And others made the halcyon sing her softest lullaby.
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- And when he neared his old Athenian home,
- A mighty billow rose up suddenly
- Upon whose oily back the clotted foam
- Lay diapered in some strange fantasy,
- And clasping him unto its glassy breast,
- Swept landward, like a white-maned Steed upon
- a venturous quest!
-
- Now where Colonos leans unto the sea
- There lies a long and level stretch of lawn,
- The rabbit knows it, and the mountain bee
- For it deserts Hymettus, and the Faun
- Is not afraid, for never through the day
- Comes a cry ruder than the shout of shepherd
- lads at play.
-
- But often from the thorny labyrinth
- And tangled branches of the circling wood
- The stealthy hunter sees young Hyacinth
- Hurling the polished disk, and draws his hood
- Over his guilty gaze, and creeps away,
- Nor dares to wind his horn, or- else at the first
- break of day
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- The Dryads come and throw the leathern ball
- Along the reedy shore, and circumvent
- Some goat-eared Pan to be their seneschal
- For fear of bold Poseidon’s ravishment,
- And loose their girdles, with shy timorous eyes,
- Lest from the surf his azure arms and purple beard
- should rise.
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- On this side and on that a rocky cave,
- Hung with yellow-bell’d laburnum, stands,
- Smooth is the beach, save where some ebbing wave
- Leaves its faint outline etched upon the sands,
- As though it feared to be too soon forgot
- By the green rush, its playfellow,- and yet, it is a spot
-
- So small, that the inconstant butterfly
- Could steal the hoarded honey from each flower
- Ere it was noon, and still not satisfy
- Its over-greedy love,- within an hour
- A sailor boy, were he but rude enow
- To land and pluck a garland for his galley’s
- painted prow,
-
- Would almost leave the little meadow bare,
- For it knows nothing of great pageantry,
- Only a few narcissi here and there
- Stand separate in sweet austerity,
- Dotting the unmown grass with silver stars,
- And here aid there a daffodil waves tiny scimetars.
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- Hither the billow brought him, and was glad
- Of such dear servitude, and where the land
- Was virgin of all waters laid the lad
- Upon the golden margent of the strand,
- And like a lingering lover oft returned
- To kiss those pallid limbs which once with intense
- fire burned,
-
- Ere the wet seas had quenched that holocaust,
- That self-fed flame, that passionate lustihead,
- Ere grisly death with chill and nipping frost
- Had withered up those lilies white and red
- Which, while the boy would through the forest range,
- Answered each other in a sweet antiphonal counter-change.
-
- And when at dawn the wood-nymphs, hand-in-hand,
- Threaded the bosky dell, their satyr spied
- The boy’s pale body stretched upon the sand,
- And feared Poseidon’s treachery, and cried,
- And like bright sunbeams flitting through a glade,
- Each startled Dryad sought some safe and leafy ambuscade.
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- Save one white girl, who deemed it would not be
- So dread a thing to feel a sea-god’s arms
- Crushing her breasts in amorous tyranny,
- And longed to listen to those subtle charms
- Insidious lovers weave when they would win
- Some fenced fortress, and stole back again, nor
- thought it sin
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- To yield her treasure unto one so fair,
- And lay beside him, thirsty with love’s drouth,
- Called him soft names, played with his tangled hair,
- And with hot lips made havoc of his mouth
- Afraid he might not wake, and then afraid
- Lest he might wake too soon, fled back, and then,
- fond renegade,
-
- Returned to fresh assault, and all day long
- Sat at his side, and laughed at her new toy,
- And held his hand, and sang her sweetest song,
- Then frowned to see how froward was the boy
- Who would not with her maidenhood entwine,
- Nor knew that three days since his eyes had
- looked on Proserpine,
-
- Nor knew what sacrilege his lips had done,
- But said, “He will awake, I know him well,
- He will awake at evening when the sun
- Hangs his red shield on Corinth’s citadel,
- This sleep is but a cruel treachery
- To make me love him more, and in some cavern
- of the sea
-
- “Deeper than ever falls the fisher’s line
- Already a huge Triton blows his horn,
- And weaves a garland from the crystalline
- And drifting ocean-tendrils to adorn
- The emerald pillars of our bridal bed,
- For sphered in foaming silver, and with
- coral-crowned head.
-
- “We two will sit upon a throne of pearl,
- And a blue wave will be our canopy,
- And at our feet the water-snakes will curl
- In all their amethystine panoply
- Of diamonded man, and we will mark
- The mullets swimming by the mast of some
- storm-foundered bark,
-
- “Vermilion-finned with eyes of bossy gold
- Like flakes of crimson light, and the great deep
- His glassy-portaled chamber will unfold,
- And we will see the painted dolphins sleep
- Cradled by murmuring halcyons on the rocks
- Where Proteus in quaint suit of green pastures his
- monstrous flocks.
-
- “And tremulous opal hued anemones
- Will wave their purple fringes where we tread
- Upon the mirrored floor, and argosies
- Of fishes flecked with tawny scales will thread
- The drifting cordage of the shattered wreck,
- And honey-colored amber beads our twining limbs
- will deck.”
-
- But when that baffled Lord of War the Sun
- With gaudy pennon flying passed away
- Into his brazen House, and one by one
- The little yellow stars began to stray
- Across the field of heaven, ah! then indeed
- She feared his lips upon her lips would never
- care to feed,
-
- And cried, “Awake, already the pale moon
- Washes the trees with silver, and the wave
- Creeps gray and chilly up this sandy dune,
- The croaking frogs are out, and from the cave
- The night-jar shrieks, the fluttering bats repass,
- And the brown stoat with hollow flanks creeps
- through the dusky grass.
-
- “Nay, though thou art a God, be not so coy,
- For in yon stream there is a little reed
- That often whispers how a lovely boy
- Lay with her once upon a grassy mead,
- Who when his cruel pleasure he had done
- Spread wings of rustling gold and soared aloft
- into the sun.
-
- “Be not so coy, the laurel trembles still
- With great Apollo’s kisses, and the fir
- Whose clustering sisters fringe the sea-ward hill
- Hath many a tale of that bold ravisher
- Whom men call Boreas, and I have seen
- The mocking eyes of Hermes through the poplar’s
- silvery sheen.
-
- “Even the jealous Naiads call me fair,
- And every morn a young and ruddy swain
- Wooes me with apples and with locks of hair,
- And seeks to soothe my virginal disdain
- By all the gifts the gentle wood-nymphs love;
- But yesterday he brought to me an iris-plumaged dove
-
- “With little crimson feet, which with its store
- Of seven spotted eggs the cruel lad
- Had stolen from the lofty sycamore
- At daybreak when her amorous comrade had
- Flown off in search of berried juniper
- Which most they love; the fretful wasp, that
- earliest vintager
-
- “Of the blue grapes, hath not persistency
- So constant as this simple shepherd-boy
- For my poor lips, his joyous purity
- And laughing sunny eyes might well decoy
- A Dryad from her oath to Artemis;
- For very beautiful is he, his mouth was made
- to kiss.
-
- “His argent forehead, like a rising moon
- Over the dusky hills of meeting brows,
- Is crescent shaped, the hot and Tyrian noon
- Leads from the myrtle-grove no goodlier spouse
- For Cytheraea, the first silky down
- Fringes his blushing cheeks, and his young limbs
- are strong and brown:
-
- “And he is rich, and fat and fleecy herds
- Of bleating sheep upon his meadows lie,
- And many an earthen bowl of yellow curds
- Is in his homestead for the thievish fly
- To swim and drown in, the pink clover mead
- Keeps its sweet store for him, and he can pipe
- on oaten reed.
-
- “And yet I love him not, it was for thee
- I kept my love, I knew that thou would’st come
- To rid me of this pallid chastity;
- Thou fairest flower of the flowerless foam
- Of all the wide Aegean, brightest star
- Of ocean’s azure heavens where the mirrored planets are!
-
- “I knew that thou would’st come, for when at first
- The dry wood burgeoned, and the sap of Spring
- Swelled in my green and tender bark or burst
- To myriad multitudinous blossoming
- Which mocked the midnight with its mimic moons
- That did not dread the dawn, and first the thrushes’
- rapturous tunes
-
- “Startled the squirrel from its granary,
- And cuckoo flowers fringed the narrow lane,
- Through my young leaves a sensuous ecstasy
- Crept like new wine, and every mossy vein
- Throbbed with the fitful pulse of amorous blood,
- And the wild winds of passion shook my slim stem’s
- maidenhood.
-
- “The trooping fawns at evening came and laid
- Their cool black noses on my lowest boughs
- And on my topmost branch the blackbird made
- A little nest of grasses for his spouse,
- And now and then a twittering wren would light
- On a thin twig which hardly bare the weight of
- such delight.
-
- “I was the Attic shepherd’s trysting place,
- Beneath my shadow Amaryllis lay,
- And round my trunk would laughing Daphnis chase
- The timorous girl, till tired out with play
- She felt his hot breath stir her tangled hair,
- And turned, and looked, and fled no more from such
- delightful snare.
-
- “Then come away unto my ambuscade
- Where clustering woodbine weaves a canopy
- For amorous pleasaunce, and the rustling shade
- Of Paphian myrtles seems to sanctify
- The dearest rites of love, there in the cool
- And green recesses of its furthest depth there is a pool,
-
- “The ouzel’s haunt, the wild bee’s pasturage;
- For round its rim great creamy lilies float
- Through their flat leaves in verdant anchorage,
- Each cup a white-sailed golden-laden boat
- Steered by a dragon-fly,- be not afraid
- To leave this wan and wave-kissed shore, surely the
- place were made
-
- “For lovers such as we, the Cyprian Queen,
- One arm around her boyish paramour,
- Strays often there at eve, and I have seen
- The moon strip off her misty vestiture
- For young Endymion’s eyes, be not afraid,
- The panther feet of Dian never tread that
- secret glade.
-
- “Nay, if thou wil’st, back to the beating brine,
- Back to the boisterous billow let us go,
- And all day beneath the hyaline
- Huge vault of Neptune’s watery portico,
- And watch the purple monsters of the deep
- Sport in ungainly play, and from his lair keen
- Xiphias leap.
-
- “For if my mistress find me lying here
- She will not ruth or gentle pity show,
- But lay her boar-spear down, and with austere
- Relentless fingers string the cornel bow,
- And draw the feathered notch against her breast,
- And loose the arched cord, ay, even now upon the
- quest
-
- “I hear her hurrying feet,- awake, awake,
- Thou laggard in love’s battle! once at least
- Let me drink deep of passion’s wine, and slake
- My parched being with the nectarous feast
- Which even Gods affect! O come Love come,
- Still we have time to reach the cavern of thine
- azure home.”
-
- Scarce had she spoken when the shuddering trees
- Shook, and the leaves divided, and the air
- Grew conscious of a God, and the gray seas
- Crawled backward, and a long and dismal blare
- Blew from some tasseled horn, a sleuth-hound bayed
- And like a flame a barbed reed flew whizzing down
- the glade.
-
- And where the little flowers of her breast
- Just brake in to their milky blossoming,
- This murderous paramour, this unbidden guest,
- Pierced and struck deep in horrid chambering,
- And plowed a bloody furrow with its dart,
- And dug a long red road, and cleft with winged
- death her heart.
-
- Sobbing her life out with a bitter cry
- On the boy’s body fell the Dryad maid,
- Sobbing for incomplete virginity,
- And raptures unenjoyed, and pleasures dead,
- And all the pain of things unsatisfied,
- And the bright drops of crimson youth crept down her
- throbbing side.
-
- Ah! pitiful it was to hear her moan,
- And very pitiful to see her die
- Ere she had yielded up her sweets, or known
- The joy of passion, that dread mystery
- Which not to know is not to live at all,
- And yet to know is to be held in death’s most
- deadly thrall.
-
- But as it hapt the Queen of Cythere,
- Who with Adonis all night long had lain
- Within some shepherd’s hut in Arcady,
- On team of silver doves and gilded wane
- Was journeying Paphos-ward, high up afar
- From mortal ken between the mountains and
- the morning star,
-
- And when low down she spied the hapless pair,
- And heard the Oread’s faint despairing cry,
- Whose cadence seemed to play upon the air
- As though it were a viol, hastily
- She bade her pigeons fold each straining plume,
- And dropt to earth, and reached the strand, and saw
- their dolorous doom.
-
- For as a gardener turning back his head
- To catch the last notes of the linnet, mows
- With careless scythe too near some flower bed,
- And cuts the thorny pillar of the rose,
- And with the flower’s loosened loveliness
- Strews the brown mold, or as some shepherd lad
- in wantonness
-
- Driving his little flock along the mead
- Treads down two daffodils which side by side
- Have lured the lady-bird with yellow brede
- And made the gaudy moth forget its pride,
- Treads down their brimming golden chalices
- Under light feet which were not made for such
- rude ravages,
-
- Or as a schoolboy tired of his book
- Flings himself down upon the reedy grass
- And plucks two water-lilies from the brook,
- And for a time forgets the hour glass,
- Then wearies of their sweets, and goes his way,
- And lets the hot sun kill them, even so these
- lovers lay,
-
- And Venus cried, “It is dread Artemis
- Whose bitter hand hath wrought this cruelty,
- Or else that mightier mayde whose care it is
- To guard her strong and stainless majesty
- Upon the hill Athenian,- alas!
- That they who loved so well unloved into Death’s
- house should pass.”
-
- So with soft hands she laid the boy and girl
- In the great golden waggon tenderly,
- Her white throat whiter than a moony pearl
- Just threaded with a blue vein’s tapestry
- Had not yet ceased to throb, and still her breast
- Swayed like a wind-stirred lily in ambiguous unrest.
-
- And then each pigeon spread its milky van,
- The bright car soared into the dawning sky
- And like a cloud the aerial caravan
- Passed over the Aegean silently,
- Till the faint air was troubled with the song
- From the wan mouths that call on bleeding Thammuz
- all night long.
-
- But when the doves had reached their wonted goal
- Where the wide stair of orbed marble dips
- Its snows into the sea, her fluttering soul
- Just shook the trembling petals of her lips
- And passed into the void, and Venus knew
- That one fair maid the less would walk amid her
- retinue,
-
- And bade her servants carve a cedar chest
- With all the wonder of this history,
- Within whose scented womb their limbs should rest
- Where olive-trees make tender the blue sky
- On the low hills of Paphos, and the fawn
- Pipes in the noonday, and the nightingale sings on
- till dawn.
-
- Nor failed they to obey her hest, and ere
- The morning bee had stung the daffodil
- With tiny fretful spear, or from its lair
- The waking stag had leapt across the rill
- And roused the ousel, or the lizard crept
- Athwart the sunny rock, beneath the grass their
- bodies slept.
-
- And when day brake, within that silver shrine
- Fed by the flames of cressets tremulous,
- Queen Venus knelt and prayed to Proserpine
- That she whose beauty made Death amorous
- Should beg a guerdon from her pallid Lord,
- And let desire pass across dread Charon’s icy ford.
III
-
- In melancholy moonless Acheron,
- Far from the goodly earth and joyous day,
- Where no spring ever buds, nor ripening sun
- Weighs down the apple trees, nor flowery May
- Checkers with chestnut blooms the grassy floor,
- Where thrushes never sing, and piping linnets mate
- no more,
-
- There by a dim and dark Lethaean well,
- Young Charmides was lying wearily
- He plucked the blossoms from the asphodel,
- And with its little rifled treasury
- Strewed the dull waters of the dusky stream,
- And watched the white stars founder, and the land
- was like a dream.
-
- When as he gazed into the watery glass
- And through his brown hair’s curly tangles scanned
- His own wan face, a shadow seemed to pass
- Across the mirror, and a little hand
- Stole into his, and warm lips timidly
- Brushed his pale cheeks, and breathed their secret
- forth into a sigh.
-
- Then turned he around his weary eyes and saw,
- And ever nigher still their faces came,
- And nigher ever did their young mouths draw
- Until they seemed one perfect rose of flame,
- And longing arms around her neck he cast,
- And felt her throbbing bosom, and his breath came
- hot and fast,
-
- And all his hoarded sweets were hers to kiss,
- And all her maidenhood was his to slay,
- And limb to limb in long and rapturous bliss
- Their passion waxed and waned,- O why essay
- To pipe again of love too venturous reed!
- Enough, enough that Eros laughed upon that
- flowerless mead,
-
- Too venturous poesy O why essay
- To pipe again of passion! fold thy wings
- O’er daring Icarus and bid thy lay
- Sleep hidden in the lyre’s silent strings,
- Till thou hast found the old Castilian rill,
- Or from the Lesbian waters plucked drowned
- Sappho’s golden quill!
-
- Enough, enough that he whose life had been
- A fiery pulse of sin, a splendid shame,
- Could in the loveless land of Hades glean
- One scorching harvest from those fields of flame
- Where passion walks with naked unshod feet
- And is not wounded,- ah! enough that once their lips
- could meet
-
- In that wild throb when all existences
- Seem narrowed to one single ecstasy
- Which dies through its own sweetness and the stress
- Of too much pleasure, ere Persephone
- Had made them serve her by the ebon throne
- Of the pale God who in the fields of Enna loosed
- her zone.